Living. Breathing

Assalamualaikum :D and now the clock are telling me it's already 1:14 am.

" People change". That is what I'm trying to do right now. Lots of people I know, changed. Blame them? No because people do change from time to time either you ever realize it or not. That's all. But then, you going to see drastic and bigger changes in other people that would make you likeee this

or

yeah, it's depend on that particular person :D 

Frankly speaking I'm still adjusting and try to fit in with my new life :D and it's hard and i look way too pathetic and yaada yada yadaaa, Hahahahaaa 

I've been losing myself throughout the year and I think, why wanting it so bad? I think it's time for me to change. To let go. Sampai bila saya mahu berada di tampuk yang sama apabila orang lain sudah mula mengorak langkah ke hadapan, sampai bila saya harus berada dunia yang tidak berkembang dari sudut akal fikiran dan emosi. The thing is, I have the power to control. to change. To dream and being somebody :D of course I do need help, somebody to be supportive and encouraging xD yet, I don't have one. Okey, don't make any judgement or assumption about my friends. Of course they're always there through my ups and down. No doubt about that. But the things is I just don't speak up. That is the reason why they don't know about it. And you'll be like " what the hell girl, you're writing through the internet and yadda,yadda,yaddaaaa"  but I'm 100% sure that no one going to actually read this. I love writing :D So forgive me. I don't ask  you to read it, you can goo now. And another reason is I don't want them to feel burden or anything. This is small matter. This is life. And you're a survival :D 

Some inspirational quotes, I took it from tumblr :D

 

And don't forget to

With love and care,