Thaherah Hadi, yeaa this is for you.
I'm scared. Lately, selalu tido lambat. Kol 2 pagi baru nak tido, mcm burung hantu dahh nie :) hahaa. & now, I'm so worry. fikir macam-2 nie. Contoh, nnti f4 nak amik ape eaa? Tanya la pendapat dr twin yg amat disayangi :) then dia kata think wisely, coz this is your first baby step :O ohh, girl. You're so helping me by saying that --' Actually, pada awal nye, aku lah org paling takde masalah dgn pakej f4. Why? Sebab aku minat bisnes, so aku perlu amik akaun & dkt universiti, aku amik course business :) then I'll follow my flow. Easy peasy kan?
Well, stop dreaming. Life is not that easy. Seriously, it's not. Ayah tanya if ayah ikowt my future plan. In what business that I want get involve in? I'm like blurrrr. tak terfikir sama situ.then kakak support ayah by saying, semua benda dlm dunia nie boleh jadi bisnes. & ayah kata, da abes blaja semua nnti, aya boleh amik MBA. so then you have a career. So maknenya, I have to forget about my dream & love toward business & math --' Ayah kata, I can take either PURE SCIENCE or LK(lukisan kejuruteraan). Ayah kata, klau amik pure. Ayah taknak pun aya jadi doktor. Jadi ahli farmasi! dlm hati : yeaaa awesome. nak yg susah2 aje kan?or klau amik LK jadi arkitek. okeyy, jadi arkitek, mmg boleh dipertimbangkan. then tetiba pk. result aku gempak bonar kee? da pk nak amik pakej ape sume nie :O hahaa. see? do you see my dilemma?
Frankly speaking, I think I'm more to LK. lalalalalaaa~ so I have to masuk sekolah teknik. tapi aku nak continue study oversea. hari tu dgr kat radio that blaja pasal teknik2 & continue studies oversea. but the thing is, I dunno how it work. Could anybody guide me to achieve my goals.
My goals are :
# to get out from SMK Tunku Ampuan Durah
# to get straight A's on SPM (insyaAllah)
# to continue my studies oversea
# work there, live there ( cari pengalaman) & comeback to Malaysia and open my business :)
So people, that is so easy rite? yeaaa, easy to say aje lahh. Please anybody, guide meeeeeee! :'(
PS, pray for me. I want 8A's.. Like seriously. boooooooooooo!
