Okeyy, lama tak update padahal cuti, yeahh. I'm great on doing nothing so people should crown me.
Today, basically I'm going to talk. Yeahh. Talk. To spill my heart out.
Okey, currently I entered a competition something to do about business. Yeah, for your info people like me, LOVE it, because we take it as exposure to us as it literally teach us how the business people think ;D I don't even care about the prizes, or about who gonna win or lose.. It's fate. Full stop.
So the competition require a group of 4 max. At first, I thought we should make a group of 4, like it's WAJIBALGHUNNAH :p and I went meet up my friend, and asked if they want to join? So they said yes. I know they're doing this because I'm their friend and friend should support each other, right? Yeahh I think so and yes, I'm not going to lie, frankly, I know it from the moment I registered our group. It sad, but I kept my mind in positive wayss. The power of positive, helped me go through the days I guessed. Actually, boleh je a group of berapa pun but maximum 4.
So somehow, at the end of April, I had a chance to talk to Cikgu Amira, and we end up talking about the project. And she agreed to call the (lets assumed that the competition named is TAL) TAL people to give us a brief on the project if I could gather all the participant because she wants to know how many of us, participated. And I settle those things that she asked because I think it's going to benefits us more if the TAL people come. Cut it short, the TAL really came and give us a short brief on what TAL stands for and they talked about the project.
Honestly I poured my heart to this competition and to actually make the TAL people came to school, and on the day itself, I'm the only one in my group that came. If you're in my shoe you would react like this
Heartbreaking moment. Serious tak tipu. But I still tried to think positive as I knew that one of the teacher made an extra class. I do understand as we all have a lot of work and commitments. But no one come to me and apologizes or actually to tell me the reason why the didn't came. Its may look simple but it means a lot. I know that your heart are not in the competition but if you're trying to support me, do it right.
I didn't said a word about all of this to all of you. And suddenly of them said, Su I really forget that I actually entered this competition. WHOAAAAAA ! The first thing that came in my mind, how am I supposed to react? Seriously babe? Sumpah anti dengan kau lepas ni. Tak tipuu doo. At the end I do almost all the work and my competitiveness, my excited(ness?) hilang begitu sahaja. My group killed it :D Yeayyy them.
Sorry guys, at the moment I been through a lot and I know that it goes same to you. We have ups and downs, because this is life. We are actually living our life. And I know that I'm not supposed to actually asked for a lot thing from you guys, but I think sometime we should think about other people feelings. They have work to do also. And most importantly they also have feeling just like you.
Let bygone be bygone. But always remember to take a note about the lesson learned.
